So close! Peter came so close and maybe, just maybe at that moment of his first declaration Peter might have thought to himself: “Wow, the Master loved that comment that He’s the Christ, perhaps I’m the greatest of these guys after all.” Moments later Peter’s thoughts changed to thinking he’s the least of them. He too missed that Wisdom from above and instead was thinking with Earthly wisdom.
In August my wife Allison, daughter Faith, and I, along with several others from our Church and hundreds of others from our Diocese went to the Catholic Youth Day on Martha’s Vineyard with Bishop da Cunha and several other speakers. Part of the day included the exposition of the Blessed Sacrament and Adoration. When this began we all knelt as Jesus was placed on the altar and I quickly realized one thing. I can’t see Jesus! The monstrance was hidden behind the ambo. I was missing my view of Who could instill in me that Wisdom from above! I thought of moving but instead, stayed. I felt inclined to pray about what other things in life get in the way of my view of Jesus, blocking that Wisdom from above. It was very eye-opening. What earthly things get in the way of that Wisdom from above for me?
Work - yup, work gets in the way a lot, why? It’s probably at work where I least think about Jesus. I get caught up in the daily tasks, getting the job done, and sometimes it’s like I left Jesus in my car in the parking lot before going in to work. It’s important to focus on work and doing your job while there, as a matter of fact, if I sat around doing nothing but pondering God and reading scripture at work then I’m committing a sin! I’m stealing from my company! However, I need to find that balance, focusing on work while also praying.
My to-do list: Sure, that gets in the way too. I’ll be focusing too much on needing to mow the lawn, clean up those branches, fix the bathroom, trim the trees outside, and things like that. These things will get done eventually and I don’t need anybody reminding me about it every six months or so!
The diaconate: Yup, sounds crazy but it’s true! I had a wedding to witness today and that got me nervous, and in turn, took up too much of my thoughts preceding it. Sometimes it’s meetings that I have coming up or have to plan for baptisms that take up my thoughts. Sounds contrary but it’s true, sometimes I let the paperwork and meetings of the diaconate itself get in the way of that Wisdom from above! There are times when I am up here on the altar, kneeling as the consecration takes place and transubstantiation is happening right here and I am feet from it, I miss it. Perhaps it’s my second or third Mass this weekend, perhaps I’m thinking about that project I’m working on at work or when I’m going to mow the lawn. Whatever it is that is distracting me it is insignificant to the fact that we are in the presence of the Lord here at Mass.
We need to seek that Wisdom from above constantly to see Jesus for who He is. If we really want that Wisdom from above then we need to look above to get it! We need to see Jesus clearly and ask clearly. We need to focus, be peaceable, gentle, and full of mercy, and pray for that Wisdom. That will help us recognize who Jesus is and what he wants from us.
Today, when Father holds up the host and states:
Take this all of you and eat of it, for this is my body which will be given up for you.
Take the time to focus on the Eucharist, the Body of Christ, the center of our faith. Humbly thank Jesus for allowing us to be worthy to be here in His presence and to receive him.
Maybe we could take the time to pray this prayer from St. Thomas Aquinas:
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